Is a tired week! Currently having a pop test in few days time and Model Making Project is tiring. Busy cutting materials and etc.

Spicy rice cake

We should do studying in the early part of the day, but end up having YAMI yogurt & Spicy rice cake. And some humorous jokes that make me fright of eating rice cake and chrysanthemum tea. ^^ @Melody& Agnes!
I'm not going to eat Korean spicy rice cake till end of September. >.<

Tears

Why does love hurts? It's painful! *Tears kept flowing down my cheeks*

The facts

It's really easy to type but hard to said and express! What's wrong with me? Crying over and over the same guys. KAI LI, pls accept the fact in front of you. Things happen not the way i wanted but it's the fact. Hais~ *tear kept flowing down my cheek*

My past! *heart broken*

Sometimes things happen suddenly unplanned. I seriously can't be alone by myself. From young, when I was four! Lots of family members leave me. Do you know how heart broken and scare was i to be alone and family leave me when I was only 4 years old?? How broken heart is that? The previous month before I'm five. My dad actually have an accident in his company. My dad almost die in the hospital after he survive in front of us. My dad was in coma in hospital for 3 month. Part of his brain is destroy and have to been removed for survive. And had stay in the hospital for years. He did stay in the hospital for a years! After he came back from hospital, my dad cant even recognize everyone in the family. After 3 years finally my dad rmb us, I should be happy but I'm sad. Have you experience been beat for ten over year?? Do you know how sad and terrific each day in the hospital there is people crying around you for years?? The fact is when I was only four so many an unfortunate mishap happen! (My heart may look strong to you. if you agreed with this. *you need to know me more!*) I am actually very weak and scare in every day life around me that if same an unfortunate mishap happened to me since I'm four! I understand everyone may have different background. But know this "I DON'T NEED YOUR PITY!!!" got this fact right!

Bad day!

I am pretty happy this whole day in sch! Enjoying my school life! End of the day for school, something makes me pisses off -.-! Don't wish say anymore, Don't wish to care. I'm upset because i care for you. But you ruin it!

It's my birthday!!!!

continuing~
When i was using computer and text. Suddenly i heard someone singing birthday song. The sound came from somewhere near my door entry. OMG!!! Is Agnes & Melody follow by Ya Xin! Finally decide to Marina Barrage. Actually to flies kites but in the end. Sat there playing cards for hours! When it's time when we play true or dare. I actually said a lied. I felt so guilty! My answer was YES but in did said NO!! AHHHHHH!!! But i knew that i lied for a reason... I don't really wish to let you know. I really frighten the same things happen. My apology that i lied! *change topic* Thanks Melody for lending a hearing ear to me! Those dare which we done are so funny example wetting ourselves, Do something funny and lots! I want the kites in the sky which will shine in the dark! You know = i know! Credits by: Agnes, Melody, Stephen & Ya Xin!